Despair

I'm totally give up...
My phone K800i...
Soon to heaven...
I'm gonna NO PHONE...
My dad promised me, if I get a good result on my Physics tests, I'll get a new phone...
4 papers, first 3 get very high marks...
But, the last one...
I thought it just a retest, the marks wont be counted if it is lower than the last test...
Who knows, I didn't do all the questions even though some are really damn easy...
Despair...
My new phone is getting futher from me...
And the stupid 4th test is such a shit!

22/7 ~ 23/7

What a hell time...
I got a holy vomit time...
Eat what, vomit what...
Fever 39'C, Eyes swelling, Stomach ache...
First time sleep 19hours a day...
Who tried before?
I was in despair...
Medicine, count from 5...
ORS, what a disgusting taste solution...
As miserable as sin...
But, think it on the lucky side...
No school, no homeworks, no tests, no stress, no busy...
Sleep, TV, music, comics....
Just stay lonely at home...

*=_Time_=*

Time is passing...
So fast, I'm 16, A brand new life...
A rumor, 2012 end of the world?
True or False?
No one knows...
I want my life end after 72, but nothing realize that easily...
If not, the word ''disappointed'' will never appear!
Happy time passes as fast as rocket or even faster,
but, Sadness and Sorrow never pass like that...
Life is mystery, right?
Maybe that's a toll or cost for life...
Study?
What a long trip in life...
It may give me knowledges to live easily...
But, will the knowledge let me live until 72?
NO WAY!
I'm loosing my will and DOWNHEARTED!
Weak-minded man, such as me...
Never suceed~
But, as time passes...
May change Eric Fung~
Just wait the day come...
The day I realize my dream...
The road of Pharmacy!!